I am leaving my teacher and here is why I had this vision not very long ago: There is a balloon salesman on the street, holding a bunch of balloons. A moment comes that he needs to use the toilet. There is a shop nearby with one. Of course he will never fit through the door,…

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I, too, used to obey the Law of Attraction. But no more! Here is how I get away with that. Last year, oh I remember it well, ’twas the first day of January. Every year on the first day of January I draw a card from my Aleister Crowley Egyptian Tarot deck. I draw one…

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Report of a shamanic journey into self-love and healing the inner child Many years ago, around the same time that I started kundalini yoga, I joined in a shamanic ritual that was truly life-altering. But it also put me at a crossroads. Would I continue the shamanic or the yogic path?  From the yogic point…

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Moving from a culture of hurt to a culture of compassion Planet Earth, now. Shockwaves of highly charged emotional energy running through the veins of the collective. We are at a tipping point. This is not the time for reason. The raw force unleashed obliterates everything in the way, forging a new path in doing…

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I thought I was done writing about Yogi Bhajan, but I am not. I don’t know if many people know the term ‘iconoclasm,’ but in Dutch, we have this word “beeldenstorm.”  It roughly means “image storm” or “statue storm” in English.  The Black Lives Matter movement tears down the statues of slavers still revered as…

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What it is, how it works This article is about the mind in the yogic sense. The ideas that I discuss here are now slowly trickling into individual scientific branches such as metacognitive psychology. Still, by and large, I am presenting a model of the mind that has not yet been discovered by Western science…

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